Chapter 1: Drowning
“When
you're drowning, you don't say 'I would be incredibly pleased if
someone would have the foresight to notice me drowning and come and
help me,' you just scream.” - John Lennon
“Today,
human civilization is drowning in a sea of lies.” - L. Neil Smith
For
the fourth time in her sixteen years, Brianne Abercrombie found
herself amongst the crowd of children waiting to discover who among
them would be sent to certain death. It was just four years ago that
Brianne had experienced this for the first time. When she should have
been celebrating her newly found teenager status, her parents were
sneaking money into criminal hands in the hopes that a little
training would protect their newly endangered daughter.
Brianne
didn't like the training. She didn't like the violence. Over the
course of the four years that the Hunger Games had taken place,
Brianne had watched her district become more and more entrenched in
the violence. Daily, she watched as her fellow career trainees became
more and more consumed with a hunger for the “ultimate honor” and
less and less with just staying alive if forced into a deadly arena.
What had started as a way for parents to try and protect their
children in horrible circumstances had become an apprenticeship with
eager tribute hopefuls.
District
1 had produced two of the three previous victors after all, and that
track record must be retained. One of those aforementioned victors
just so happened to be Brianne's trainer, and Kodanda considered
Brianne his best student. This wasn't because of her violent nature.
In fact, compared to her peers, Brianne was as pacifist as they come.
Kodanda had once likened her to a trained guard dog, something that
had really angered her at the time until he explained what he meant.
While most of his students tended to behave like wild animals, always
ready for a fight, Brianne was as friendly as could be most of the
time, but when she or someone she cared about was threatened, she
could turn deadly in seconds.
Brianne
looked up towards the Justice Building where Kodanda looked down at
her. He shot her a quick wink, and Brianne knew what he expected.
Kodanda had expressly forbid any of his other female students from
volunteering this year, as he felt Brianne held the best chance at
winning. Should any of them disobey, they would lose their position
as his students, and should they successfully enter the games,
Kodanda would refuse to help them, favoring the male tribute instead.
It was an order that would no doubt go heeded. Kodanda was one of the
most sought after trainers in District 1, and no one would dare do
something to lose their precious position as his student.
Brianne
took a deep breath as she prepared herself for what was to happen.
She didn't want it. The so-called honor and glory, none of it
interested her. The thought of becoming a killer just to gain money
when they were already so much better off than the other districts
was sickening to her. But she would be shunned if she didn't
volunteer, and for that reason, she'd taken to justifying it in her
head. If she were to volunteer, it would save another girl in her
district's life. Brianne would fight yes, but not as vigorously as
others would, she knew that much. She had no desire to live as a
killer after the games.
So
when the call for any female volunteers came, Brianne Abercrombie
almost felt detached from herself, as if she was hearing her voice
from somewhere underwater, as she shouted, “I volunteer as
tribute!”
Troy
Camoys smirked as he watched Brianne walk forward. That girl couldn't
hurt someone if she tried, career or not. He felt a burst of
confidence. For the first time he was sure of his decision. His
friends had regarded him as crazy. His mother had burst into tears
that hadn't stopped since he made the announcement. But he could do
this.
Even
his trainer Nashida, one of the two District 1 victors, had advised
him against volunteering. Everyone knew that each trainer wanted
their physically ablest to go into the games. If you could get a
victor, you got more students. It was as simple as that. Even
Nashida, with her own victor status making her popular, wanted that.
he would not be happy with Troy for what he was about to do. He would
prove them all wrong.
Troy
knew he could do it. For the past three years, since he was eleven
years old, Troy had watched the games in awe. It took a year of
begging for him to get his parents to send him to Nashida. They were
completely against the games and claimed that having an untrained son
was better than having a killer no matter what the risk. It took Troy
threatening to volunteer, training or no training, to get them to
agree. Troy had lived and breathed the Hunger Games for the past
three years. He knew what to do. He knew all of the stupid mistakes
tributes made to get themselves killed. That was all it took really.
Sure, there might be a bit of luck involved, but if you were skilled
enough, you didn't need much luck at all to win.
He'd
prove them all wrong. Troy was determined to be the youngest victor
in history. He'd be looked at with honor for years to come. Everyone
would look up to him: the boy who managed to win the Hunger Games at
the meager age of fourteen.
Troy
paid no mind to his mother's loud gasps and cries that drowned out
every other noise amongst the crowd as soon as he proclaimed, “I
volunteer as tribute.” He didn't bother to look at Nashida's scowl
or his friends frightened faces. As far as Troy could tell, his
district seemed to be looking at him with pride. He wouldn't let them
down.
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Alissah
Vasser offered Huntur Sherman a small smirk as he took his place
beside her to face the people of District 2. She knew him well, as
they had been training together for the past three years. He would
greatly decrease her chances of winning, but she couldn't help but be
slightly thrilled at the same time. Alissah would be lying if she
denied that she was attracted to the slightly older boy. In her 16
years, she had never seen someone so attractive as the blond. It was
merely a physical attraction, although one that could have quite
possibly become romantic under different circumstances. If it came
down to it, she could bring herself to kill him. The only thing that
bothered her was Huntur's strength. She'd struggled against it many
times before, only managing to outwit him slightly less than half the
time.
Unbeknownst
to Alissah, Huntur had also found himself attracted to the girl over
the years. She was the toughest girl he'd ever met, which held a lot
of weight with him. He'd always been a bit of a charmer, but he'd
refrained from pursuing Alissah because he knew how likely this
outcome would be. No need to make things messier than needed. Huntur
just wanted to win the games as quickly and efficiently as possible.
He was in this for the honor and money, not the satisfaction of
killing. He wouldn't mess around with a girl only to quite literally
stab her in the back later. No, Huntur just wanted to get through
these games so he could start his life as the newest victor.
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“Mina
Murdoch!”
The
thirteen-year-old froze as she heard her name being called. No, this
wasn't supposed to happen. There were so many girls in District 3. So
many who would put up a better fight than she could even dream of
doing. Mina wasn't good at anything. Coming from the district
expected to produce technology for the Capitol, Mina had always felt
like a slight outcast because of her complete lack of ability to
understand anything with an electrical charge. Now she would be cast
off into an arena where she would again be an outcast because of her
lack of abilities. This time because of physical limitations. And
this time the result would be deadly. She stood woodenly as she faced
the crowd with a frozen look of terror upon her face.
“Kendrick
Jobs!”
Kendrick
made his way up to the stage to join Mina. He was a scrawny boy, far
more interested in gadgets and electronics than anything physical.
Fear gripped him as he looked out at District 3. He wasn't prepared
for something like this. He was smart, yes, but not about anything
that would help him survive.
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District
4 wasn't really full of intellectuals. Most of the citizens didn't
really see the importance of books and history. That wasn't to say
they were dumb. They just had different kinds of smarts.
Boston
Jacobson was different. He lived and breathed history. It was the
most fascinating thing to him. His access to history books was
limited, but whenever he found something new, he devoured it.
Unfortunately,
a love for books didn't exactly lend the eighteen-year-old much
advantage in the arena that he had just discovered he would be
competing in. Boston knew that a few kids in District 4 had begun
training in secret, but apparently there were no boys willing to take
his place this year. It wasn't as if he was entirely hopeless. Boston
had grown up on fishing boats and considered himself a strong person,
but there was no telling what he would be up against, and all he
wanted was to observe history being made from a far. He didn't want
to be a part of it. He didn't want to be one of the names read off in
history books about past games, but it seemed as if that would be his
destiny.
Tiara
King watched Boston come forward and join her on the stage with a
smirk. She knew of the boy. He was big and foreboding at first
glance, but she had been trained to fight against boys with his
build. He would be simple enough to take out.
She
was only fourteen, but Tiara was prepared for this. She would be her
district's pride and joy. The past three years she'd trained non-stop
to be in this position. She was ready. She would win.
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“Cassidee
Powers!”
The
seventeen-year-old held her head high as she calmly made her way
towards the stage. District 5 was a relatively small district, and
because of that, Cassidee had almost expected the worst. As one of
the older children, and one who had been forced to take tessarae at
that, it didn't come as a shock to her that one of her own slips had
been chosen.
Cassidee
heard her younger brother call out, but she refused to acknowledge
him, too afraid of the tears that may have followed. She tried her
hardest to come across as calm and collected, not proud to be shipped
off to these games, not defiant of the Capitol, but most certainly
not a scared mess. Already she was thinking of the impression she
would give her fellow tributes. It wouldn't be in her advantage to
come across as weak, even if she was. Fear was gripping her more than
she'd ever imagined possible, but Cassidee was already resigned to
her fate.
Cassidee
went through the motions, knowing just what was expected of her, but
she did so halfheartedly. Soon it was time for the male tribute to be
chosen, and Cassidee held her breath in a somewhat foolish fear that
her brother Ezekiel, with just one slip in, would be chosen along
with her.
Instead,
“Jaylon Arlington!” was called, and a twelve-year-old boy froze
from his spot a few people down from Cassidee's brother. Cassidee
sucked in a breath. She knew the boy. She knew him well. He'd been
running around with her brother since they were five.
Jaylon
had to be pushed toward the Justice Building, but eventually, he was
making his way towards Cassidee and their escort. Cassidee saw the
fear that flooded his face and knew he would be an easy target. She
wanted to protect him. It was what Ezekiel would expect of her, but
he would be a hindrance and she was already weak. Still, she wrapped
an arm around the boy's shoulders as he made it to her side. Cassidee
hadn't thought about the gesture beforehand, whether or not it would
show weakness, but when she saw how thankful the boy seemed for the
affection, she squeezed harder.
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Chloe
Faden remembered the first games. She had been eleven, and the entire
thing had been terrifying as she knew that next year she could
possibly be chosen. She'd made it through two reapings without her
name being drawn, but now her luck had run out. As she stood before
the Justice Building of District 6, she took in the terrifying sight
in front of her. Her entire district seemed to be looking at her with
sadness, and that may have been more frightening than the large
amount of peacekeepers stationed everywhere.
Sneaking
a glance at Kahner Kid, she saw that he was looking out at the crowd
with a blank face. He'd always been braver than she was. Although
Kahner was a year older, Chloe had known him since they were small.
Chloe wondered if it was good or bad luck to be reaped with a friend.
Probably bad in the long run, but for now she felt slightly calmed by
his presence.
A
melody began to run through Chloe's mind. It was difficult to keep
herself from humming outloud, a gesture that would comfort her but
look strange to the people staring.
As
they were ushered off stage, Chloe tried to catch Kahner's attention
before they were separated, but he only looked at her with a cold
indifference before following one of the peacekeepers in the opposite
direction. Chloe's shoulders fell. Yes, being reaped with a friend
was definitely bad luck.
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The
prayers that Joelle Parson had been muttering under her breath during
the entire reaping only increased once her name was called. Religion
had been widely abandoned after the disasters that led to the
creation of Panem, but they'd been free to practice what they wished
until the rebellion. Joelle had been ten when the games had started.
It was around that same time that the peacekeepers had really started
cracking down on the tiny church Joelle had attended with her family
in secret. Now, they were forced to gather with one other family in
complete secrecy. Joelle's own family and the Shepards were the only
two families left in District 7 that worshipped. At least as far as
they knew.
Joelle's
prayers stayed quiet as she stood before the crowd.
Even
in her fervor, she was startled upon hearing Bryan Kennedy's name
called. Bryan was two years younger than Joelle, but even at the
young age of twelve, he had quite the reputation among the District 7
citizens. The boy was a charmer and very used to getting what he
wanted. Joelle had seen him use quite a few people, but they still
seemed to bow to his every whim. That would work to his advantage in
the arena, and the thought made Joelle sick.
Bryan
was having similarly disdainful thoughts about Joelle. Before he was
reaped, he'd been quietly laughing to himself about the odd girl
being gone forever. Joelle wasn't well-liked, as she had a tendency
to act in very peculiar ways and had been spotted on more than one
occasion muttering under her breath, although no one knew what she
went on about. As Bryan took his place beside her he could hear the
low murmur of words, but was only able to make out “please.” That
was one word he couldn't blame her for. Bryan felt like shouting it
himself. Instead, he squared his shoulders and did his best to look
impressive. He'd be one of the youngest in the arena, but having a
confident image would never hurt. Winning people over was his only
chance.
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“Ahnette
Phryne!”
Ahnette
held her head high as she made her way towards the stage. The
fifteen-year-old had no particular talents that would help her in the
arena, but the one thing she did have was beauty. Most of her peers
were still stuck in their awkward phases, but Ahnette was different.
People were always commenting on her beauty, and beauty was one of
the things most prized in the Capitol. Ahnette herself had never put
much stock in it. What difference did it make whether she starved
pretty or ugly? The people of District 8 had more to worry about than
physical appearances. Now though she was being given a use for her
beauty. It was the only chance she had of gaining sponsors, and she
planned to use it.
“Gerald
Chayse!”
Gerald
admired the girl, though she was two years younger than him, as he
took his place beside her. Even in such a serious situation it was
hard not to be enamored by her. He figured he could kill her if he
had to, but he prefered not to be the one to do so. Gerald didn't
think he'd have much problem killing in the arena, not if he had to
in order to live. He was strong at seventeen, and he figured he was
more than capable of taking down quite a few of the other tributes.
If violence was necessary, he had no intention of holding back. You
have to do what's needed to survive. That's more important than
anything else.
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Jocelin
Aurora had expected to have a normal life. Or normal by District 9
standards at least. She'd attend school until the age expected of her
to learn things that were, for the most part, rather useless in her
district, and then she'd go to work in the fields planting and
harvesting grain just like her parents. It was a large district, and
Jocelin had honestly not expected her name to be drawn, especially
not at the age of thirteen when her name was only in twice. Her
family wasn't well off, but they had managed to avoid taking
tessarae.
When
Etin Faal joined her, she was shocked yet again. The boy was only a
year older than herself, and his family was one of the richer ones of
the district. His name couldn't be in more than the mandatory three
times. He was as privileged as it got in District 9 unless you were a
member of the mayor's family or a peacekeeper. Still, the young boy
didn't appear surprised.
Etin
knew there was no getting out of this. He'd had few friends growing
up because the other children were jealous of his family's relative
wealth, but Etin had tried his hardest to make friends in spite of
that. Over the past few years, he'd worked hard to be an amazing
friend to the few he did have and keep his pride up no matter what he
faced. This would be no different. He didn't expect to win, but he
would die knowing that he'd done everything he could to die with
honor.
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Emilia
Arnout held her head high as she stood in front of the people of
District 10. It had been her last reaping. She'd been so close to
being safe. There was no turning back now though, and she wanted to
believe that she had a decent chance. She'd spent her entire life in
a butcher shop. Sure it was all domesticated animals, but surely that
would be of some help in the arena. She knew how animals worked, and
most importantly, how they died and how to cook them. Emilia had to
believe this would help her. It was the only thing she had.
Ezra
Barton liked helping people. It was just who he was. His parents
sometimes made remarks about how sensitive he seemed for a
fourteen-year-old boy, but he just didn't like seeing people in pain.
He always wanted to help. Ezra didn't like seeing people suffer, but
living in District 10 he'd had no choice. The games were an annual
experience that he dreaded on many different levels, and now he was
going to be forced to actually live through them. He couldn't stand
to watch others be hurt. How was he supposed to kill?
XX
She
was panicking. Every muscle in Tifanee Timotheus' body was itching
with the adrenline rushing through her. The only thing her brain
could think was “run.” So that's what she did. The peacekeepers
snatched the young thirteen-year-old girl up as if she were a
cardboard box. She probably weighed just as much as one. Tifanee was
deposited quite unceremoniously on the stage in front of the entire
population of District 11.
The
peacekeepers now formed a barrier between the girl and any means of
escape. It was as if Tifanee had gone from average girl to criminal
in minutes. She wasn't though. She wasn't a criminal. She'd done
nothing wrong. Her entire life she'd managed to maintain decent
grades in school while also working as much as she could to help her
family. She'd done everything in her power to do what was expected of
her, and now she was being thrown into an arena to be killed. It
wasn't fair. The tears poured down her face as she wept openly on the
ground in front of all of Panem.
Despite
being a mere year older, Demetrius Iver was much more collected as he
took his own place in front of the district. The only hint of his
true fear was in his shallow breathing, but Tifanee's sobs drowned
out everything else in the square.
The
boy looked down at the pitiful girl at his feet. She had no doubt
ruined all chances at getting sponsors, and her chances hadn't been
all that great before. Demetrius felt sorry for her though, and he
couldn't stop himself from kneeling down and placing what he hoped
was a comforting hand on her back. The girl shied away, no doubt
thinking he was a peacekeeper or someone else meaning her harm. The
boy persisted though and pulled her gently gently to her feet.
The
girl didn't resist, but she was limp as a doll in his arms, which
forced Demetrius to keep his grip on her. Tifanee quickly buried her
face in his chest as their names were announced once again to all of
Panem.
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“Fayth
Ammadon!”
The
thirteen-year-old had to be lead towards the Justice Building by
straight-faced peacekeepers as she refused to leave the grip of her
friends. All of District 12 looked on with sympathy. Everyone knew of
the kindhearted girl. They cringed as Fayth stood before them. An
arena was no place for someone like Fayth. It was only moments before
it hit her. It seemed instantaneous to the crowd, but for Fayth it
had been building up since her name had been called. A panic attack.
Just one of the many that had pained her through the years.
It
all rushed through her head. The games. The Capitol. Murder.
Everything that would be expected from her. She'd never see home
again. It was too much. Far too much. The escort looked on in fear as
the young girl broke down in front of the entire country. Fayth could
just hear the mayor whispering, “Agoraphobia,” in the woman's
ear, as if one simple word could actually convey the terror currently
coursing through her.
The
escort seemed determined to ignore Fayth's break-down. She breezed
through the familiar motions of the ceremony as if there wasn't a
hysterical girl beside her. No one made a move to help Fayth.
“Coale
Marcellus!”
Coale
was Fayth's complete opposite. He made his way to the front of the
crowd with his head held high. He was averagely sized for his fifteen
years, and anger was the only emotion visible on his face. His fists
were clenched tight, and the stiffness of his movements was
noticeable to everyone. He made no move to comfort Fayth either. The
district that had looked on the girl with sympathy now stared
impassively at the boy who did nothing but glare back at them. His
stare seemed to blame them for his predicament.
Quite
a pair the two made as they were announced to the district once more.
Fayth a hysterical mess. Coale an angry but composed boy. Two very
different children with two very similar fates.
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Twenty-four
children from across the country. All being lost to their districts
forever. Sure, one would make it back in the physical sense, but they
too would be truly lost. Drowning in their own despair for the rest
of their lifetime.
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